lotr~fan~girl

2005-01-02T14:48:00.000+08:00

k first of all.....

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ONE AND ALL!!!

school starts tmrw. whoo hoo... i can finally get back to my normal schedule. i noe it gets tiring and all but its way better than sitting at home doing nthng. im the kinda person who has to be doing smth all the time. if not i juz sleep. or watch tv. of course i now have my really nice mp3 player i got for christmas to entertain me. hahas. but sch is way better even if i do hafta wake up at 530. anyway.... juz some reflection stuff bout last yr. of course globally it wasnt exactly wonderful la, i admit. loads of unpleasant stuff happened and all. but in my life it was well.... different. sec 2 was WAY better than sec 1. definitely. in terms of everything from the class photo to hmwk. well at least the homework was more interesting... they didnt juz give us the regular "do pg 1-5 of the textbook" type... we could sorta research and do more meaningful stuff. and we had nicer tchrs. :)

my social life ah... k definitely better then sec one la... made better frens. yeahh. (and went to orchard a lot more. hehehe.) juz wanna thank all my frens for all the lil trips to thai express, haagen-daz, livia, heeren, mango&zara and all those neoprints too. not forgetting the official opening period of forever 21. hahas. realli fun times. oh and definitely... drama nite, class dinner. and the other lil things like the trip to orchid farm wif vicky. :) all those projects we did... and the truly emergency trips to orchard popular bookshop cos the sch one was closed. sighhh....

oh and how could i forget all the campbell soup we had b4 exams. (wanna thanks miss wong for the hot water!) oh and the funky music we played. the movie screenings we had durin recess/lunch/after sch. oh and this is for lita and shuki. ALL the cashew nuts we had then. haha... man... all the close shaves wif food and handphones. unbelievable.

wanna thank 202 for being a sweet class. had fun being cle rep. hahaa... i guess... it was quite entertaining la... get to gossip with qing and some tchrs some more. hehe... had loads of fun times together. hope to have a great time in 309 next year!

cya!!

2004-12-15T19:02:00.000+08:00

haha christmas is finally here.. yay!! been waiting like all year... haha... been going to church quite a lot these 2 weeks. see i'm a good gal! nah, bben havin dance practices. quite fun actually with sally makin evryone laugh and alycia makin evryone catwalk. haha she was hilarious the other day. alycia is kinda helpin us with the dance. she said we needed confidence and attitude s she made us catwalk towards her with confidence. lol. and she'll make u do it over and over again till u got it rite... and just when u give her the "huh? WAT r u trying to do to me" look, she'll say YES that's it! that's the look i want from you. and ur like huh?? wat look? hahaha... but of course its even more hilarious when she makes the guys d the same. haha... yeah. so i can't wait for this sun. its the big show. and of course christmas eve. for carollin!! yay. kk cya! and

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

2004-12-15T19:01:00.000+08:00

You are "Deck the Halls"

Christmas is your holiday! You love to decorate the
tree, the house, and probably the neighborhood.
You shine with Christmas spirit and find the
most joy in wrapping presents rather than
unwrapping them. You strive on color and
lights and everyone appreciates your
creativeness.

You're full of spirit

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2004-11-17T13:42:00.000+08:00

haha... as u can see... i learnt how to upload pics to blogs... lol... and i got kinda addicted to it. hehe... having hols now... kinda booorrredd. sigh... gonna help out at this rgs 1984 reunion thingy this evening. wif sheryl.. tt should be quite fun... oooh... then vicky's havin a bbq at her place tmrw. woots. was kinda blur the other day... asked if she was gonna have it in her living room. then i was worrying bout smoke detectors. bleagh.. im dumb... lita's gone back to indo... sigh... im bored... nvm... shall go now... gonna find smth to do

2004-11-17T13:27:00.000+08:00

the all-new sheryl-lita-vicky formation

2004-11-17T13:22:00.000+08:00

us wif our lil michie-squishie...

2004-11-17T13:20:00.000+08:00

me and my 203 frens... michelle, heidi and shuhui... takkaire guys!!

2004-11-17T13:17:00.000+08:00

me and hui hui... funnie lil bimbo gal from 2/3.

2004-11-17T13:16:00.000+08:00

these r some of the pics we took for drama nite. quite cute... x)

2004-11-15T18:58:00.000+08:00

lita and her personal advisor.... jiamin....

2004-11-15T18:57:00.000+08:00

my lovely 201 frens.... thankfully 202 is separated from such madness by a rather thick wall... giraffe and... fren (sorrie i never got to remember ur name)

2004-11-15T18:51:00.000+08:00

haiz... dear miss kum... our dear maths tchr. who made math 'come alive'. ok... i ll stop b4 my classmates stone me... anyway... she made us laugh a lot. and dunno why.. but she's very scared of me, lita and sheryl together. *wonders why...*

2004-11-15T18:43:00.000+08:00

see i told u so... lita's enjoying it tho...

2004-11-15T18:42:00.000+08:00

me and shewew... sheryl... hehe... poor unsuspecting sheryl... doesn't noe she's gonna be murdered in the next pic. by lita... and have a straw stuck into her head by the evil victoria. bwahahahah

2004-11-15T18:39:00.000+08:00

me and miss chung! our form, el and lit tchr. whoo hoo... shall miss all the underhanded businesses going on under the tables. between me, lita and shuks. lol...

2004-11-15T18:36:00.000+08:00

ooohhh.... i finally figured out how to upload pics! whoo hoo!! niwae... here are the 4 amigos... at class dinner 2004!

2004-11-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

k lita asked me to update. so here goes.... hmmm.... errr..... oh yeahh... the other day we had a super-dee-duper drama nite. whoo hoo... screamin, cheering, taking photos. so funn... 205 won. again. but they were good la. what can i say? their class very drama one... oh and we took crazie photos... heeheex. thanks to (mostly) lita. she and her 'husband' and her hubby's princess and hui hui. k u noe... when i learn how to upload pics... i ll upload the drama nite pics. rox. XD

2004-10-12T20:53:00.000+08:00

haha finally read da vinci code. tried for dunno how long to get tt book from the library. but apparently evryone was dying to read it. so i got irritated and decided to buy it. :P i liked it until the middle. but then towards the end it started getting annoying. don't really know whether the stuff they put in the book can be trusted or not la. aftr all, its still a storybook. i know it's really exciting and all but still... for factual knowledge and stuff, don't exactly feel like believin everything in there. yeah sure, people can argue tt all tt controversy might be true. but i think if it were true, pple would have publicised it by now. tts wat i think la. hahas...

sighh...
exams comin... dunno wat to do. gonna die for history. and die a lil bit for geog too. i think. urgh. found out we have 1.5 hrs (corrected :D)to do 1 source-based and 1 structured. *dies* which have dunno how many parts to them. yeah i know i'm gonna be taking lit next yr. but stillll.... dont realli wanna get some lousy gpa bcos of hist and geog. sighz.

fine then, shall go back back to my work. nature of sci proj thingy.

iCANchangetheWorld

2004-10-04T08:49:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh red leaves are SOOO CUTEEE!!! *squealz*

especially autumn ones.

and geese too. :D

p.s. thanks for the children's day prezzies evryone. heeheex. XD

2004-10-03T20:30:00.000+08:00

How to make a margie

Ingredients:

3 parts competetiveness

3 parts courage

5 parts beauty

Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add lovability to taste! Do not overindulge!

Personality cocktail
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2004-10-03T20:27:00.000+08:00

margaret is poisonous! Induce vomitting if ingested.

N
POISON

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2004-10-03T13:59:00.000+08:00

You're a Spring. You usually are very close-knit
with your friends and value everyone freidnship
you have. You're a real people person and
everyone loves how friendly you are. You're
good with encouraging people but usually don't
like to be the center of attention. You are a
social butterfly and probably are in several
circles of friends but it's just because you're
well liked and you make people comfortable.
You're both fun and wise but you are very
realistic about life.(If you can't see tje
pics, go to my homepage and look near the
bottom and find your result)

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2004-10-03T13:52:00.000+08:00

wowee... is this cool or IS THIS COOL baby?

You're the color blue. You have the three c's in
life--you're cool, caring and confident.
Trustworthy and honest, people are naturally
attracted to you. You're unusually optimistic,
but that makes life all the better. You're an
imaginative person who loves sleeping and
dreaming. Hard-working and determined, you
excell in school. You're everybody's favorite,
and this is because you have this undefined
richness in your personality and attitude.
Mild-tempered and stable. Not to mention very
intelligent. Along with the fact that you're
conservative, you're worried about the
environment. So basically, you're a generous,
dependable and devoted--just the kind of person
everybody needs. Wouldn't it be great if
everybody in the world were like you?

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2004-10-03T13:25:00.000+08:00

awww how cute... i love horses. ponies and unicorns too.

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2004-10-03T13:20:00.000+08:00

k cool... but i don't like the picture. *wailz*

Your eye color should be brown! You have a love and
knack for anything creative and artistic. You
can be a tad stubborn at times, but are an
overall good person with a classy and cool
edge.

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2004-10-03T13:09:00.000+08:00

k wat is it wif blue today?

You have Blue Wings! You are artistic and highly
creative. Others are amazed by your imaginative
ideas, and the way you speak so smoothly. You
are very social, but you like talking
face-to-face, instead of the phone. You love
dancing, Writing, acting, drawing, singing,
anything that requires artistic style. You have
many friends, and are popular because of your
unique style. Though your jokes crack up
everyone around you, you often daydream about
many different things, lost in your own world.
Even though, you are optimistic, and remain
friendly and loved by others in reality, you
always like to visit your fantasy world for
some peace from the hectic world.

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2004-10-02T14:51:00.001+08:00

sigh... these holidaes r getting boring. thurs had french exam. hahas.... nvm. then yesterday got holiday cos our sch got some outstanding achievement thingy. woots. sheryl n lita came to my house for rs. oooh how funn... :D they listened to my music n felt in luv wif dunno how many songs. sigh... had to send them all the songs they liked. but i really like a few of them. so nice. surprisingly, almost all of the funky songs r from my mum. she's got a cd collection and i don't! and its actually a nice cd collection. evanescence, robbie williams, mariah... unbelievable. :P hahas went to burn all her nice cds into my comp. mwahahahaha..... niwaez... rs presentation on the 5th! *dies* juz found out who our judges are. *dies even faster* sighh... dunno laa... hope its gonna be ok. i think our project is quite cool actually. if i may say so myself. heeheex. k i better go n do my work b4 i get shot. cyaz!

2004-10-02T14:51:00.000+08:00

goshh... these lyrics are so sweet. :)

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have much more
I can feel your heart and I simpathize
And I'll never criticize
All you've ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
i don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure i'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
i don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say goodbye

2004-09-18T11:40:00.000+08:00

sigh. juz came home from french oral. pple askin me to update. hehe... let's see.... this whole week was juz tests tests and nth but tests. for bio... errrrr.... well, im juz glad tt its only 6% of the yr... and nth more. hehe... dun geddit k... like wat's the point of havin so many tests now when the eoys r like... coming?? sighhh... got rs to do. evryone's like panickin.... juz dun get why they can't extend the deadline to after exams... pple also need to studyyy... yeah true, rs is important and all but fact is pple still gonna look at ur gpa more than other stuff rite... oh nvm... we all got pathetic lives at the moment. AND guess wat... we had a positively wonderful spotcheck ydae... usually i dun realli care bout spotchecks la.... like so wat... pple who noe me noe wat im talkin bout. but THIS TIME... No! some loco sl was on the prowl and juz happily booked like half my class. if there was a reason fine la... but the world comes to a huge full stop when pple like lita, pam and aiqing get booked la. like HELLO?? there's smth seriouslie wrong wif tt girl's cognitive reasoning skills la... juz some rusty, pretty much corroded cogs up there only... and she asks ME to pull up MY socks... that has not happened. ever. and my sock-height has not changed. since 4eva. rule is the sock is supposed to be visible from all angles of the shoe. and unless u were looking at my shoe from the sole... then my sock should be perfectly visible. urrghh... and then got some other pple wif their toe-pointing-consiparacy like we gonna be sent to deathrow liddat. i point, you book... annoying... nvm... gtg do work...

2004-09-09T14:13:00.000+08:00

ok its revision time... let's revise wat i've done so far for these hols. hmm.. went to see garfield (awwwww.... he is SOOO cuuute.... this chubbie lil orange ball of joyful furrrr). hahas... then i went to see 13 going on 30 wif lita (another awwwww.... such a sweet show. the ending so sweeet. and lita wants to be 30 -___-)then i bought a new sweater. from mango! and its pink!! well, purplish-pink. but its still CUTE! yup yup. i looked like this walkin purple maniac ydae. purple bag, sweater, file. lol. then workin on our bio proj wif athena. actuallie tts quite fun. our (ahem)... educational package. its so cute! hahas... and now we come to the one... the one we've all been waiting for. the bestest part of the hols. -mugging- sighhh... bio eoi on the FIRST week of sch... and eoys just hoppin round the corner. cry. oh nvm... i gtg aniwae... byeee.

2004-09-01T09:46:00.000+08:00

ok... the keyword for today is care

sometimes you just care bout a person a lot... don't ask me y... i dunno... but u just continue tolerating and caring... even when u get so frustrated and feel like breakin everything arnd u... u juz take a deep breath and continue carin... u juz put on a huge smile that clearly says, 'wow! i'm really glad to be here' and u continue caring. u seek help, seek solutions, feel afraid, spend time, effort and emotion trying to think of wat to do to show them u care. u do everythin to try to protect. then one day... u juz feel something inside u go snap. true, u start crying and crying. a lot. u start callin a few close frens who care and make them feel like cryin too. then u realise, hey, it doesn't matter anymore. guess wat... i don't care. it is the rebellion of the doormats. u think.. why should i waste so much time, effort and luv, carin? when i could spend all of tt carin bout me, myself and my work. its bcos many of us choose to care, sacrificin or neglectin many other things. well, show's over pple. i don't care anymore.

2004-08-25T00:37:00.000+08:00

rainbow connection~ i've always thought tt this is a reallie sweet song. dunno why.

Why are there so many songs about rainbows
And what's on the other side?
Rainbows are visions, but only illusions,
And rainbows have nothing to hide.
So we've been told and some choose to believe it
I know they're wrong, wait and see.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
The lovers, the dreamers and me.

Who said that every wish would be heard and answered
When wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that, and someone believed it,
And look what it's done so far.
What's so amazing that keeps us stargazing
And what do we think we might see?
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
The lovers, the dreamers, and me.

All of us under its spell,
We know that it's probably magic...

.. Have you been half asleep? And have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name.
.. Is this the sweet sound that calls the young sailors?
The voice might be one and the same
I've heard it too many times to ignore it
It's something that I'm s'posed to be...
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
The lovers, the dreamers, and me.

2004-08-21T10:36:00.000+08:00

sighh... havent blogged in a very long time. so busyy... goshh. yr comin to an end. less perfomancetasks and alll but a whole lotta work. not including revision for eoys. sighh.. thanks goodness there's no sci exam k... if i gotta re-revise my chem, physics and finish bio as well ah.... dunno la... must do tt in dec. forgot all my chem redi. now the only tv i actually get to watch is olympics. the badminton was sad k... was actually hopin tt maybe susilo could get a medal of some sort. guess he was stressed or tred or smth la. but hey... the table tennis not bad. i think she can get a medal. got potential. lol... haf a lotta plans for dec. wanna go bali wif litaaa!!! so exciting rite... hopefully... then wanna go for some sorta dance lessons. juz a thought. :D then got summore revision of course... im a gooood gal. *innocent grin* then next yr... wanna take 3-sci, lit. and geog, if possible. realli wanna take geog k. so funn!! but lit is the priority la... if they let me take 3 sci and 2 human. then i ll take geog too. cant wait for next yr k... bye bye history! *toodles* ha ha... gross... dun like history. kk... dunno why im writin all this for but niwae... i gtg now. byeee pple!

2004-07-29T22:39:00.000+08:00

ok p.s. pple.... smth's wrong wif this test... i did it the first time and i got 4% and now... sighhh... aiya dusen matter la... not much diff niwae. lol.

You are 7% geek

OK, so maybe you ain't a geek. You do, at least, show a bit of interest in the world around you. Either that, or you have enough of a sense of humor to pick some of the sillier answers on the test. Regardless, you're probably a pretty nifty, well-rounded person who gets along fine with people and can chat with just about anyone without fear of looking stupid or foolish or overly concerned with minutiae. God, I hate you.

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2004-07-23T22:55:00.000+08:00

kaez... im sick. didnt go to sch todae. went to the doctor. sighh... got flu la... sighh... i dun go to sch for one day. juz one measly day. and i get sabo-ed. gotta sing for those (urggh) kids at tt childcare. man... and they noe perfectly well how much i *coff* adore those sweet lil angels. *pukes* oh and sheryl said my presence was missed greatly. hmmm... wonder wat tt means. im suspicious... so i spent my time at home todae... being bored, going to frenster, watchin tv, changin my template. (its so cuuute!! its peeenk!!). lol. supposed to go orchid farm tmrw... dunno whether can go anot. and their dumb website is like... not working la. sighh... i gtg. sick oso must do work one... sighh... buhbyeee!!

2004-07-11T17:33:00.000+08:00

ok i noe my template is slightly screwed. lol.... feel like gettin a new blog. hahas... some pple got seriously no life. other pple are like so pressed for time. feelin like 24 hrs a day is juz not enough and tryin to multitask and produce good quality work at the same time and try to squeeze a bit of sleep here and there. and there, they're like so free they juz go around tryin to bug others. like.. hello? maybe you've given up on life or smth but i sho haven't. if you see my schedule planner, u'll probably get the picture. maybe i should consider uploading it someday. haiz... then after that got time to make up and spread stories some more. sigh... i got special circumstances that restrict me from juz doing anything i please. commitments that prevent from juz walkin around aimlessly, wonderin what to do wif my life bcos i noe what i gotta do. and there are so many things i gotta do that sometimes i juz hafta stop and take a deep breath and continue. these commitments and circumstances are the things preventing me from paying too much attention to anything or anyone else. for the time being, you don't hafta know what they are. i got goals for myself. ambitions, aims and expectations. and until i at least try to accomplish a few short term goals i don't think i can pay attention to other stuff. i have a lot of things to handle. not juz wake up, go to school, zoom thru hw and sleep. when i say busy i mean it in every sense of the word. so i really don't need anymore additional baggage please. not for the moment.

2004-07-08T20:27:00.000+08:00

You are the Jewel Of The Sea. A mermaid with class
and style. You are worthwhile to meet. Your
freinds are many since you are soooo popular.
You live in a palace with many angelfish
servants. You love your make-up and hairbrush.
You are one of a kind. Please rate my quiz I
think you are absolutly stunning

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MWAHAHAHAA!!

2004-07-08T20:17:00.000+08:00

You should be dating an Aquarius.
20 January - 18 February
Your mate is communicative, thoughtful and caring.
Though he/she can be tactless and rude and
sometimes self-interested, he/she enjoys thethe
intellectual experience.

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2004-07-08T20:10:00.000+08:00

You have a heartsick soul! You are a hopeless
romantic. Waiting for that prince charming, you
take love seriously, but still play any chance
you get. You can have a lot if boys who are
friends, but waiting for that perfect
boyfriend. Sometimes you are discouraged
because there are no sparks but even if the
smallest thing happens, youre on Cloud 9. You
believe in true love and wait for it. Just dont
be afraid to take a chance. Love is all about
risks.

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2004-07-08T20:02:00.000+08:00

Morpheus

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2004-07-08T19:56:00.000+08:00

BEAUTIFUL ICE PRINCESS/PRINCE .You need distance
between you and your partner in your
relationship. You are very difficult to get.
You have big requirements and this one you love
must try hard to get you. But after she/he melt
your heart she/he will be the most happy person
in the world. You need someone who shoes you
that you are special and it makes you feel
good to see that you are loved. She/He shall
know that you could easily get another
girl/boyfriend but you wont as long as you
love him. when she/he hurts you you will hurt
him too, but in general you dont get hurt. If
your partner cheated you ,you would react cold
and immediately (try to) forget him
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
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message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.

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2004-07-08T19:48:00.000+08:00

You are going to Marry orlando Bloom. He will always treat you right and is very romantic. He will do anything for you. He is very polite and has deep brown eyes and is very good looking (which is another plus!). He can make anything cheesy look really hot(like sliding down stairs on a shield shooting arrows or wearing pointy ears for example). Congrats!!

2004-07-08T19:32:00.000+08:00

Your a Magical Angel!Out of all the angels, you are
the one most afflicted with magic. You can do
many enchantments as well as sorcery. You cant
do black magic, because even though your not so
"pure" your still an angel. A very
kind and curious one at that. Magical Angels
are always very easy-going with humans, but
intrestingly enough, like to expirement with
them with their spells.

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2004-07-08T19:28:00.000+08:00

You're like a fairy. Fairies were the little pixies
that usually lived in the forest with wings
like butterflies and perfect little faces.
they had brown or blonde hair and pale skin
with freckles. They were entergetic, joyful,
playful, very smart, and peaceful. Fairies are
deffinately the most famous of all fantasy
creatures. (please rate)

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2004-06-22T19:50:00.000+08:00

sighz... havent blogged in a looong time... dunno wat to blog actuallie. these holidays have been kinda... tiring. going 2 sch more interestin actually. went 4 rs wif sheryl n lita todae... ended kinda earlie so we decided to go out. and we took the cutest neoprints ever. gosh... theyre soo adorable. haha... walked arnd. looked at shoes. talked n luffed like mad. i wore mi arwen thingy arnd mi neck... had to suffer the stares of some annoyingly obvious pple. wah.. can point summore. sighz... nvm. k gtg... this post is kinda useless. nvm. byeee

2004-05-22T10:24:00.000+08:00

im so happie... finally got home after searchin those libraries for tt book. buy im tired. anywae... received one of the bestest surprises this morning in the form of a note. reallie brightened up our day. so sweeeeeet.... the angels and the envelope and... awwwwww...! moment i saw the handwritin in front i started squealin. pple musta thought i was nuts or smth. read it wif sheryl n suddenly the prospect of facing another school day didnt seem like the worst thing on earth anymore. yeah, maybe it wazzen much to others but it just cheered us up. awww... then we went to wait for lita at the staircase n i started screamin "lita, lita, see...." at the staircase. aiyah... hu cares.. haha... so happie. then sheryl decided tt she wanted 2 b nice n let me keep it. awwwww....
niwaez.. yup im nuts in case ur wonderin. dunno y... juz today. loads of work to do. gtg...

2004-05-19T11:03:00.000+08:00

in comp studs now... changed mi template. sighz. yawns. juz did a dumb quizzie. kinda pathetic. we had a wonderful morning. malay-cikgu never come. pe-badminton.yay. recess-*whoo-hoo* my best subject. comp studs-bloggering. yay... sheryl over there... staring at *****'s blog like she was studying the bible. sighz... and she says i'm bad... he duzzen even realise her existence considerin she 'fell' for him at singtothedawn. sighz. haha.. kk gtg blog later

2004-05-11T18:27:00.000+08:00

haha... lolz... havent been to quizilla 4 a long time. hehe

ok fine. maybe the last one was a bit the oversized. haha lolz.... heres a boring one. trying to fine a nicer quizzie...

Well your Happy, yes thats right your so happy, so
pretty and witty and if i go on any more i will
have to pay for the rights of this song so,
great jop your one of the lucky ones.

What Emotion Dominates you?
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2004-05-11T17:55:00.000+08:00

wow... today i found out how many tchrs get amused by me, sheryl n lita evryday. during a time span of bout 10-15mins, we musta made bout more than 10 pple laugh. i guess its just a gift. ;) but i juz didnt realise just how many tchrs noe us. first we amuse miss may tan by turning up for a meeting meant for tchrs. yeah, lol. then we go up to the clc n see someone who assumes we're there to see him. god noes how he came up wif that notion.... then we go running into mr slatter, screamin away. then we meet a bemused mrs anis on the stairs who yells "tuck in ur shirt, sheryl" from the top of the staircase, makin mrs chan laugh too. then we amuse the tchrs at the lift by yellin "hi, miss linn!" at the top of our voices. and the list goes on. we managed to amuse bout 14 tchrs juz like that. we counted. and oh man... now he's actin all annoying. when he sees the 3 of us, he juz acts like we're part of the wallpaper. sighz. not tt thats such a bad thing... actually it is. dunno larh... i dun see the point of doing tt to the only pple who actually care. more than juz care. and he greets us wif his back facing us??? gosh... then if its not 'ignoration', then its act-cool. now THAT is annoying. "what r YOU TWO doing here?" aiyoh.... maybe he's tryin to make life easier 4 us or smth. but believe me its not helping. sighz.... nvm. i guess we'll still not fully get over it. altho we try. but some memories juz last. rite?

2004-05-04T19:38:00.000+08:00

ok today is one of the WORST days in my life. i dont think i've ever ever cried this much in a very long time k. if not for my 2-3 gd frenz arnd me, crying wif me.... dunno what i'd do. its been terrible. the memories still hurt. evrything seems to be so dark all of a sudden. this cannot be happening. of all people...... i found some lyrics of a song i used 2 sing in choir. its really very appropriate for the moment. i've never been sad for a long long time. hope we'll b frenz 4eva deariez. here ya go.

Letting go,

When the day comes that I
Must say goodbye to you,
It's the last thing in life
I'll ever want to do.
I know it has to be,
But it's too hard for me.

Letting go -
Facing up to the truth
That it is time to part,
Giving way to the day
That may well break my heart.
It's not a thing I choose.
To win I have to lose.

Letting go-
Moving on in my life
Into the time to come.
Day by day,
Page by page,
Sure of what I've become.
But then you always knew
That's what I had to do.

For I know the only way to grow
Is just by letting go.

Letting go -
When the time comes, I know,
I shall return some day,
But 'till then this is when
I have to find my way.
It's a fact of life.
Though it isn't fair,
There will always be
All the love we share

Still the hardest thing
Is letting go.
The hardest thing
Is letting go.

2004-04-12T22:59:00.000+08:00

really dunno wat 2 blog... so bored. finished all hw *applause* except art... which i carn do due to lack of paint.... (hmmmm i wonder wat happened 2 mi paints.....) niwae... im havin this bad cold. so is sheryl n elita n yiran. so.... yeah... tmrws timetable is horrible. we got malay, history n maths n pe all in a row. im so gonna die. n theres no rs. *sighz*the other day was sports fest... oh gosh.. i enjoyed mi role as announcers assistant. and HADLEY WON!!! champions yet again ! *whoo hoo*... then gd friday. n easter. all very religious. then today.. i tot they said we're gonna haf a holiday cos of last yrs olevel results. they couldve made it today. so we haf a 5 day break. i never liked mondays. *sighz* niwae... gtg. bb

2004-04-05T00:38:00.000+08:00

still doing tt hist proj.... on pgp. sighz. history + me = a mysterious combination, involving unconcsiousness, puking, a whole ltta bloodshed n disaster. haish. oh yes... whee hee... vicky has joined mi french class. yay... f2f juz became a whole lot crazier. yeehah... i mean like... no wonder. look at f2g now... evryones like leavin. aiyoh.... remember Mademoiselle eugenia ng last yr... she rox... ... hear tt f2g is like private tuition there now. wat... 8 pple, thereabout? haha... all slowly joining f2f... or quitting. haha. niwaez... juz joined frienster think its kinda good. love writin testimonials.... n reading them too. haha. ooh wow... juz found out mi elvish name is Gilthoniel Lúinwë. kinda cool huh. think it sounds very unique n ... elvish. sighz. yeah... elves rawk. sighz again. niwae gtg do hist. grrr. bye

2004-04-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

aaah finally... eweek comes to an end. wheehee. its not that bad lah... think dey should haf it more regularly. but true... it is juz hw wifout sch. but u also get 2 wake up at 11am at go shopping n stuff. but they do give A LOT of work. aaargh *wailz*... sun. still havent totally finished evrything. dun really feel like going back tmrw... dun like mon. in our timetable mon quite slack but still its like... kinda gloomy. got aesthetics... haish. dun like needlework. so bimbotic. fine tts a lame excuse. needlework juz seems to make lousy pple feel lousier. i totally suck at sewing. juz not cut out to sit by the fireplace and sew quietly and diligently. prefer cooking. much more active. speaking of subject combis... think im gonna take lit as mi humans subject. haha... or mebbe geog. but i MUCH prefer lit. i luv lit alot. dunno y... mebbe its juz me. nobodie in the rite mind will offer me history n since mi lits mi best... juz hope i can take it. hehe.. kk gtg got work 2 finish

2004-03-24T22:03:00.000+08:00

ogosh... the other day i went 4 lotr exhibition... ahhh... *squeals* it so so rox... dey got all the costumes n rings n swords n armour.. aaah... den the gift shop. i bought the ring. it is so.cute. dunno wat to say.. haha.. i wanted the legolas poster. but its kinda huge. but if i go again im DEFINITELY buying it. alll so cuuuute... iwant iwant i want. aaah... feeling too exhilarated 2 blog now... aaah... lotr rox!! alot!!

2004-03-19T16:30:00.000+08:00

yay hols... i luv hols... they feel so free. gonna see lotr exhibition... haha *squeals* cant wait. gb camp was v. fun. so slack. unbelievable. 1 hr to bathe and change. 1 hr to eat. i remember orientation camp. 1 min after u step into e cubicle they start bangin on the doors yellin 4 u to come out. didnt bathe 4 2 days. gb camp was jz... slack. rox. f course on e 2nd they we went on a 11km hike. round macritchie across bke and up bt hill. in the rain. gosh it was tiring. but still fun. yups. next wk elearning... cant wait. so fun. go to orchard n all u see r rgs gals. and they drop the prices so... yay! tmrw got gb drill comp. hope we do well. haha... going 2 nee soon army camp. yeah. "u dun go wandering about any restricted areas ah.... u might get shot!" yeah. sighz. niwaez.... going 4 e bodyworlds exhibition now. byeeee.

2004-03-11T23:53:00.000+08:00

haish dunno why none of my daily happenings seem 2 b blog-worthy. also have a pile of hw... spd journals, maths, cle.... the usual. haha... one great achievement compared to last yr... im now a few notches up the ladder of survival when it comes to maths. thanks to my life-saving tuition. dunno wat i'll do without it. haha. those who noe me well enough last yr wud noe how absolutely horrendous mi maths was last yr. haha... even tts an understatement. i juz heard this nice song that was so dreadfully spoilt by a bunch of pple whom i tot could sing. omgosh dunno wat 2 say.... but still... duzzen spoil the beauty of the lyrics. so here they are.

If I can reach the stars,
Pull one down for you,
Shine it on my heart
So you could see the truth:
That this love I have inside
Is everything it seems.
But for now I find
It’s only in my dreams.

And I can change the world,
I will be the sunlight in your universe.
You would think my love was really something good,
Baby if I could change the world.

And if I could be king,
Even for a day,
I’d take you as my queen;
I’d have it no other way.
And our love would rule
This kingdom we had made.
Till then I’d be a fool,
Wishing for the day...

That I can change the world,
I would be the sunlight in your universe.
You would think my love was really something good,
Baby if I could change the world.
Baby if I could change the world.

I could change the world,
I would be the sunlight in your universe.
You would think my love was really something good,
Baby if I could change the world.
Baby if I could change the world.
Baby if I could change the world.

2004-03-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

today.... one long day... then aft sch went 4 quite a huge lunch. hehe... bk then went 2 dome cafe. aaa... cakes v. nice. :) then litz, sheryl n me went to sgh 2 talk 2 doctor in charge of our rs project. ok... meeting wazzen exactly wat i had in mind but still.... haha... tot it would be in some medical lookin building full of med. lookin stuff. turned out to b in the canteen. haha. juz taked to him 4 bout half an hr to find out more. sounds quite interestin. man.. gtg do hw. later.

2004-03-03T00:12:00.000+08:00

juz decided to do a WHOLE lotta quizzies todae so yeah.... amuse urself...

You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day. You are very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable
and your stunning looks are sweet and stand
out.

What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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haha... i knew it... i was born for lotr... wheehee

Lord of the Rings!

You feel happy, and loved. Nothing could be any
better for you....you may even have a love one
in your life....go you. (Please Vote)

What Emotion Dominates you?
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You are the Figher Femme

Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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A GIRLY-GIRL. You dont have a lot of self-esteem
and people are always bringing you down for
being sad. What do they know, anyway? You feel
like youre too mature for your age and are
frustrated by the trend-followers who refuse to
accept you because youre not like them.
Your virtues: Intelligence, understanding nature,
modesty.
Your flaws: Lack of social life, inferiority
complex, timidity..

What kind of girl are you?
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2004-03-02T18:00:00.000+08:00

*SQUEEEEEEEEEEALZZZZ* LORD OF THE RINGS GOT 11 OSCARS!!!! whoo hoo... knew it!! couldnt haf watched tt movie so many times for no reason. haha.... lotr rox. i luv it. of course... its all bcos of legolas!!!! heeheex... no lah... the whole movie was juz perfect. evryting bout it.... cudden haf been better. im SO glad. haha.... blog later! *squeeeeeeeeeeeelz*

2004-02-27T22:08:00.000+08:00

yay today no french. cos our tchr was kind enough to excuse us for mass swim even if we werent going. cool huh? then had 2 go 4 cle rep meeting. quite interesting.. raised issues of concern 2 e skool management n stuff. oh and yesterday was FUN!!! went mini-shoppin in j8. bought a new wallet, earrings, ankle sox (peeeeenk), hair ties n of course some chem notes. hehe... met alot of pple. very fun lah.... first time i shopped in ages. haish. *feels contented* SO excited 4 monday. going 2 shatec 4 dining etiquette course. according 2 seniors... its very fun, and we get 2 eat a lot. n its also one of the few times we get to wear semiformal attire. tts partly y we're so excited. n next sat is the 125th Founders Day of RGS! *whoo hoo* the guest of honour is president nathan. so cool rite?? we were all shocked when mrs tan told us. den we were like... awwwww... no wonder they've been painting the same walls over n over again. hehe... u'd think he was coming to inspect the walls or smth... of course the wall beside the ********** room is a special one cos it bears the mark of vic n me. HAHA!! hu cares... it looks like a shadow from far. onli the both of us will worry cos we noe hu did it. well it was an accident ;). seriously it was cos the thing went thru e masking tape. niwae... tts our tribute to the sch. i doubt the president wud c it lah. :) niwae... my schedule is actaully becomin normal again since i dropped mi vocal lessons. now i haf time 4 rs n sl proj which is great. 4 the service learnin thing... our tchrs were tellin us wat a heroine i was to actually go n book the sl proj 4 them... yeah rite. i juz clicked a sillie button. cos e sec 4s got priority so there wazzen much choice so i chose tt lah... :) n 4 rs.... its fantastic. mi grps doing labwork. attachin ourselves 2 pple in sgh to research bout kidney failure. so now finding out bout SDS-PAGE which is like chromatography. fun rite? i luv bio. hehe... kk enuf crappin. gtg buaiz.

2004-02-23T21:44:00.000+08:00

oh gosh... today was one of the funnest french lesson i had. of course we had our petit test lah..... but we also made crepes. so FUN!!! specially when we were tossing the thing. i went 2 throw the thing like so high but haha... i managed to catch it. n foo foo is such a pro liow. then i bought strawberry icecream which got quite disgusting after a while. yuhui folded the crepe over the icecream n smashed the middle. yeah... ewww. then when we tossed the thing evrybodie screamed n took like 2 or 3 steps back. yupp... very very fun. kk blog later. i c my templates not workin prop so i gotta change it. heeheex. kk bye

2004-02-22T23:57:00.000+08:00

haha... had tuition today... since mi tchr is an ex rgs/rj gal... it was v. fun... we spend loads of time talkin. n talkin. n talkin summore. n u can prob guess wat we were tokin bout lah. heeheex. it seemed the ri building's haunted too.. juz like rg. cool. they're built on cemetery grounds. n their next 2 a crematorium n pple from the hostel can sometimes smell the crematorium. n they can also see this person swimming in the pool at nite. also, it seems dey wanted 2 make e ri swimmin pool an olympic sized one, (grimaces) , yeah, but then becos of some buried skulls n stuff dey couldnt. n the thing but our squash court loos r true too.. a gal did die in there. n those ri-ans... sunday also got water polo prac. sunday oso j8 has to b dominated by them...hello... cant u pple give it a rest.... we wanna shop too. :) niwaez... today is one of the rare occasions when im actually managing n finished wif mi hw... yay... tts y im bloggin. haha... problem is nth much 2 blog bout lah... nvm... i shall go watch pirates of e carib vcd now. 4 the goodness-noes-how-many-eth time. sighz. orlando b. rox man. haha...k byebye.

2004-02-20T19:16:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! orlando bloom so totally rox. but then....oh wow... he seems 2 be havin quite a no. of brides eh... haha sheryl... :D.

You are going to Marry orlando Bloom. He will
always treat you right and is very romantic. He
will do anything for you. He is very polite and
has deep brown eyes and is very good looking
(which is another plus!). He can make anything
cheesy look really hot(like sliding down stairs
on a shield shooting arrows or wearing pointy
ears for example). Congrats!!

Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (now 12 (i just added more, and still more to come!)results that have pics!)
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2004-02-20T18:32:00.000+08:00

ahhh... thnk goodness... dun haf 2 go 4 makeup lesson aft. all... ~whee. today had pi... it was well... uninteresting except 4 the last bit... dancin, cheerin, the works. finally the weekends here. sighz... how nice. niwae... decided 2 attend a sph SPARKC leadership camp 4 nyaa expedition thingy. sounds quite interesting lah... free summore. might as well go. gonna c kenneth tan tmrw. yeah i noe. -_- speakin of nyaa ah... 202ians pweeeze hand up e form can... mon deadline liow u noe... *sobz* pls ah... *begs u*k gtg... hw calls. cya later

2004-02-19T22:57:00.000+08:00

Bring Me To Life

How can you see into my eyes like open doors
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it...., back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life

(I've been living a lie,there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

Frozen inside without your touch,
Without your love,darling
Only you are the life among the dead

All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
(There must be something more!)
Bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life

I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside!!
Bring me to life
Bring me to life

2004-02-19T21:39:00.000+08:00

ahhh... i finally quit mi vocal lessons. now at least i haf one (measly) free day to enjoy. yay. haha... i tink im quite glad tt e sch made nyaa compulsory cos it seems v.v. excitin n fun. i tink i wanna take up archery as my outdoor activity. 4 those of u hu cant alredi guess why... lemme give u a hint. legolas, duh. yupp... i haf been nutz bout archery ever since i watched lotr... sighz. haha... niwaez... my hw is not going well. at all. i m barely copin n im nearly burstin liow... dunno wat 2 do. 4 those of u hu hevent alredi seen it (hem hem), the ne board is very cute rite. its next 2 the needlework rm btw.. can go check it out sometime. :D on a more philosophical note.... i was juz feelin tt our days seem to be passing so unnaturally.. I mean… we’re all juz sittin there so passively, waitin 4 smth exciting 2 happen in our lives. But other than tt… our days r juz passin on b4 our very eyes, wifout us realisin it. Nowadays.. all our actions, even our thots, r controlled by others. Be it our peers, tchrs, everyone. Our days r juz bein wasted away. We juz scurry off to sch, tuition, home, homework, tests. And everyday is the same schedule. Even tho itz hectic… u dun really feel like ur doin anyting useful. Its kinda creepy smtimes… I wish tt some excitement wud crop up soon… wanna get started on nyaa or my rs proj.. but no, nth’s happenin. our lives juz dun seem 2 haf much of a real purpose at the moment and it juz duzzen fell right. i dunno... niwae gotta go finish mi hw... tmrws pi, n dey still wan us 2 hand in hw. :S. k then. byeee.

2004-02-17T10:52:00.000+08:00

haish... in comp studs now. haha... kinda stoopid lah... ydae we finally had our geog presentation. fine.. we ran outta time n didnt do e weather manipulation but nvm lah... i tink it was gd. of course other pples presentations gd oso lah. haha... yiran... in christcurch there r many geysers. geysers pronounced as.... jesus!!! hahahaha... den e other day got hist lesson... aiyoh.. brainstormin on what it wud be like if farquhar had founded s'pore instead of raffles. farquhar gals sch, farquhar institution, farquhar town club.... n the works... ewww... duzzen sound very nice. n the proper english pronunciation makes it even worse. of course we decided to pronounce it tt way juz to satisfy our own sick pleasure. but juz imagine sayin hi... i'm from ****** gals sec. sch. oh god! actually nowadays, the name raffles is used as a sorta brand name to attract customers/patrons. they haf evryting from raffles playhouse-florist-jewellers and even raffles laundry. so dumb rite.... niwae gtg now. buhbye.

2004-02-17T00:07:00.000+08:00

oh wow... cle rep-ing is a bit the..... dunno lah. next wk... got this talk thing 4 cle reps lah next wk... clashes wif mi 3rd lang... meanin gotta take makeup lesson. alone. sighz. not like im scard or smth... juz not lookin forward to it. niwae... i caught moulin rouge ydae... quite nice lah. but its not smth i'd watch more than once or twice. so sad tt part where she had 2 lie n say she didnt luv him juz 2 save his life. n i luved e songs. good... cinematography. thank god today not much hw. durin french i learnt a new phrase from heidi... "orlando bloom is like tea; strong, hot and English." haha... very true. niwae gonna sleep now. byee

2004-02-16T10:24:00.000+08:00

yay... finished tuition. finally. now ... homework. *groans* relax a bit first.... so fun. ydae went to spotlite wif vicky. had to buy cloth for a background for skool ne board. haha... tot e orchard one was open. turned out it closed down. sighz. so we went ALL THE WAY to tampines. aiyoh... never liked travellin 2 the other end of the country. but we made it lah. over there... i totally went CRAZY!!!! i was squealin at all the cuuuuute things and screamin and juz ahhhhhh-ing. and the cloth that they sold was all SOOOO Pretty!! i juz totally love those kind of shops. we bought 2m of cloth, 2m of net, 7m of ribbon, some flowers... yupp. so fun. then rushed home n napped for, lets see, 15mins. i had a weddin 2 attend. shangri-la. so excited.. went 2 change into a v.v.v. nice skirt and top. hotel was beautiful n all. i love sharks fin n tt type of dunno-how-many course chinese dinner. got to chat n mix around wif lots of frenz. ahh... pure bliss.... great way 2 spend v* day i guess. attendin someones weddin. but then i got great food. n had loads of fun at spotlite. kk... gtg do hw.

2004-02-15T18:13:00.000+08:00

2004-02-15T10:58:00.000+08:00

ok this is gettin frustratin... i wanted a new blog. n now im happie again cos i like dis template. took me dunno how long to find a nice one. kk. thx 4 visitin.

**lotr~fan~girl**

lotr~fan~girl